inferiority complex
n.

A persistent sense of inadequacy or a tendency to self-diminishment, sometimes resulting in excessive aggressiveness through overcompensation.

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maafin gue, gue nyesel dah nyia-nyiain elu. gue ga pernah tau perasaan gue sampe elu pergi.
i lv u

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wish that you are not belong to anybody

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mungkin pertanyaan terbesarnya adalah, what in the hell was he thinking? kenapa sih elu zid? materazzi bilang apa seh, ampe diseruduk gituh?
a bad ending for a great career.

sekaliber dia gituh, bisa ilang kontrol. meskipun gue bukan penggermarnya, ksian aja liadnya.

on the other side of the world, ada orang indonesia yg ikud miss universe, nadine something-lah namanya. barusan gue liad video wawancaranya. bahasa inggrisnya parah banged!

dia bilang gini, "indonesia is a beautiful city"
duh... ngebedain city ma country aja nda isa...

terusanya, dia mau bilang 'beaches', tapi kog jadi kedengeran 'bitches'
telinga gue kah?

"Indonesia is a beautiful city, we have a lot of beautiful bitches..."
oh my....

wanjing!

mending nonton bola ..

ditanya ku kang atang,
boss, jerman-itali nyepeng mana?

INGGRIS!

* from elshwere
melting
March 18th, 2006 *


apa gue pernah berpikir kalo kita bakal nyampe sejauh ini?

honestly, no. mungkin bodoh ya, berharap semua akan baik-baik saja, pretend that we are two long lost friend, kebetulan ketemu di parkiran basement mall, dengan sapaan klasik, ‘hey, masih inget?’

off course, dumbass! maybe you'll said that.

lalu telepon, sms, dan janji. still i hope that everything will be fine.

mungkin gue kehilangan kesadaran yang selalu gue agung-agungkan, kemudian gue tau, gue memaki diri sendiri : why in the hell that you look so damn georgeus?

akankah semuanya baik-baik saja?

*from elswhere, posted march, 18*

i love you

why?

ngga tau. kamu adalah kenyataan yang dihindari setiap lelaki. cantik, mandiri, loveable. and married!

still, you say you love me.

why?

ngga tau. gue adalah kenyataan yang dihindari setiap perempuan. egois, temperamental, manja. and married..

still, we (i think) love each other.

why?

temporary disorder? kegilaan sementara? physical attraction? you named it. gue yakin kita ga bakal pernah yakin

i love coffee i love tea
i love the java jive and it loves me..

ring a bell, gentlemen?

ato yang ini,

badminton, di mana-mana
di kampung jeung di kota..

need a clue?
don't think so

back then, she was sooo lovely
*wakakaka*

telepon

- gue kecewa..
iya, tau

- gue kecewa..
iya, denger

- gue ga bisa nuntut ya?
ga bisa

- lu kemana aja?
ada

klik

uhm, nyambung dari blog sebelonnya, barusan ketemu temen gue yg baru punya calon bini,
dan die bilang gini,
'gue baru tau arti ranum dan nikmat dikulum'

*wakakaka, ketawa sambil breuh*
polosnyah dirimuw

here some tips from the pro, bro
*ngakak lagih*

beli listerine pocketpacks, brenti pake permen ya, itu buad abg.
taro tuh lembaran tipis pocketpacks di ujung lidah ampe lumer.
cium lehernya, terus tiup dikid.

udah?

by then, congratulations, apa yang lu liat selanjutnya adalah maksud ceu hetty koes endang dalam lagu 'berdiri bulu romaku'

*wakakaka*

another tips coming soon
*sumpeh, ga brenti ketawa*